Have you experienced being in the middle of a jovial crowd, you thought you were having the time of your life by being downright wasted and drunk but suddenly, isolation creeps in? You realize that these vices wouldn't give you the peace of mind you want, that these are just temporary divertion from the reality that awaits you when you finally snap back to awareness.

Have you experienced being awake all night and try hard as you might to lull yourself to sleep, you just find yourself unable to? As they said, when a person is still awake when half the world are already snoring their heads off, something BIG is bothering him. At crack of dawn, you finally hit the sack and found yourself restless again after 2 hours with dark circles around your bulging eyes.

Have you experienced trying to put all your concentration in something that needs to be done only to end up frustrated because your mind is wandering somewhere else? You put all effort but to no avail because you know that unless "that thing" is settled, everything else would be in disarray.

Just wondering.

lost in thought at 9:07 PM