"All changes, even the most longed for have their melancholy..."
True. Though you wish to dump your boyfriend for a new one, graduate and get over with college or go some place else to avoid the rotten way of living in the Philippines, it doesn't mean you won't shed buckets of tears upon fufillment of what you want. It's one thing to say "I don't care and I want this and that to happen real soon" but believe me that when it happens, you're lying if you'll say that not a twinge of pain can be felt.
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